[Ford grimaces, and his eyes dart off to the side.

It's embarrassment. The expression on Ford's face is anxious embarrassment.]

I've already said all there is to say about it. I was a fool, and he tricked me -- played on my ambition, made me mistrust my friends. It was the worst mistake of my life.

I've told my family all about it and wrote it out in the third journal. Isn't that enough?