Therapy letter

1. Someone to teach me. I'm the last of the Jedi and I don't know how to do that.
2. For people to stop looking at me like I'm some kind of hero, like they can judge me before I've met me.
3. A girlfriend? Maybe. I don't know I guess there's enough going on as it is.
4. To know why Darth Vader happened. What happened to Anakin.
5. My hand. Kind of? The new one's pretty cool, too.
[There's a different color pen for the next few]
6. For Rey to like me, now that she knows me as a kid, too. I've never met anyone like her.
7. To know what I'm doing here or if it's worth it.
8. A drink.
[And another change, here, the writing (never all that neat, but careful) rougher]
9. Not to have failed Kylo Ren. Something happens and someone I'm responsible for hurts people I love.
10. To never have come here.